Thanks for all the responses. Getting fed up with it, I figured I just needed to stop smoking for a bit. The problem is that I'm not working now and am always up very late at night. So i'd get really baked and eat all night then pass out. The last smoke I had was Sat. night, and I have to say, I'm really happy that I've stopped for these few days. I have eaten SOOO much less than I have in SOOO long. Obviously I don't plan to quite for good (why live?
), but I think I needed this jump start. And until I have a job, I may have to invoke a weekends and not at home only policy. I don't really like veggies that much (the reason I've struggled with weight in the first place), but really ANYTHING you eat late at night, short of very lean meat (or anything that's pure protein) is not good.
But a note to anyone thinking of going on the Atkins diet, as someone here suggested. DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT do it. I actually did it a few years back and it does work. But over the past few years MANY articles have come out about how bad it is for your body and liver. It's pretty much been thrown out as far as a good diet. BUT, that's not to say that you can do well shrinking your carbs down and eating lots of protein...but just pick low fat protein.
Anyway, I can still drink and do anything else that doesn't cause me to eat. Right now I'm enjoying an awesome Darvocet high. Not as good as percocet (my fav!!!) but it's the same shit, just weaker.
BTW, is there any black market for pills? and if so, how does one get them?