Canuck Wisdom

Last night was interesting. I attained some level of clarity. relative to what I'd been going through. It was funny because at one point I was reading and rather then hearing words I just started looking at them on the paper. Then I remember (this is a specific memory I have because it seemed majour to me) how when I was little I didn't get reading very well, but finally it just clicked for me at once. One day around that time I was driving down young st. and I looked at the sings, I couldn't just see them, I HAD to read them and this really bothered me. I feel like I am doing a good thing when I become more like that (last night, not the reading thing). I think its removal of the ego, or super-ego. Since then I have felt more like I inhabit my body as a host rather then its just me, which makes me more connected and in control. I have been practicing since last night to keep it up it feels good.

Ego Tripping, I know what you mean about the everything belief. All paths are trying to say something good, and most say the same thing just differently. I like Christianity because it gives me a mission sort of feeling, as well as a label (western, christian etc... I can be like a paladin) even though these are just pride/ego things... I incorporate many different religions into my religion because I think they're all just saying the same thing, and I find that time and again in my own, the same thing others are saying.

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