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Old 01-24-2005, 03:53 PM   #20 (permalink)
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Originally Posted by Canuck Wisdom
Since then I have felt more like I inhabit my body as a host rather then its just me, which makes me more connected and in control. I have been practicing since last night to keep it up it feels good.
Odd, I've felt this, almost overwhelmingly strong lately. Cool that someone else is going through this as well. I was mediatating a few nights ago and I realized that my breathing wasn't just breathing. While the Breath gives life to my body, what gives life to the Breath? I realized that the ability to expand and contract my lungs IS GOD. I realized and truly felt that life force flow through me. Breathing is as subconscious as a Heartbeat, yet I can take control over my Breath and in turn, affect my Heartbeat. Since that night, I've felt 'electrified.' I feel the Energy now, not my body. My Body is a mass of blood, skin and bones, but that's it. Without ME, it's just a mass of blood, skin and bones. It takes this breath, this energy, me, to make it Lars...to make it a Human Being. I am not Body.
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God appears, and God is light,
To those poor souls who dwell in night;
But does a human form display
To those who dwell in realms of day.

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