L&C - You're one of the people on this board who's posts I always take the time to read, because they are well thought out and often insightful and sometimes even inspiring.
It pain's me to know you're going though such a difficult time. I only wish there was more that could be done for you. For christmas this year, i've asked everyone who would normally give me present's to just forward that money onto the Cancer Society, or to just give me the money to put towards that. I know that it probably won't be a whole lot of money but I know that it'll be put to much better use then say a new xbox or some other material crap that I won't care about when i'm on my death bed.
Times like this make me realise just how special a gift Life is. Forget all the material things, all the cars and houses and boats and trips to cancun with topless dimes. Everyday I see others and myself chaseing these things and every now and then i get a slap in the face that makes me stop and think. About how lucky i am to have my health and i'm able to go about and live my life and experience everything that comes with that.
Good luck, L&C.
Know that you have brotha's here at Yahooka praying for your health and safety.