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the scientific side of me is in constant doubt with almost everything that offers comfort in my conscious or unconscious, making it fairly hard for me to speak movingly about different planes of consciousness, or rather, definable states of consciousness. and still feel like i'm on firm ground. i don't feel comfortable arguing point that i can't tangibly define, in short.
being said, i've had many a dream and trip of a multi-plane-of-existance-connection between me and every other living and non living, matter and non matter EVERYTHING that there ever is or was.
i have people i never met saying they've had enough dreams about me to make me hthink they were gay (winks at doo), i've had people i've never met call me on the telephone to wish me good spirits....i can't define that...do i change things around me conscoiusly? maybe....but the whole intereaction, sounds so smple, between yourself and every other thing is so unimaginable and profound, imho, that to understand it in any WAKING non enlightened moment, is very, very difficult, hence my apprehension at trying to define such states.
read: i'm a pussy bound by logic too afraid to step into the unkown and uncharted.
i hope i dream tonight.
have a good one maing. chew on this and hit me back, eh?>
nevermind, i just realizxed i said a great big load of nothing up there. myy bad.
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