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I tried to yesterday, but it was hard. We bought some fake E (not us, his gf) and no one took any. It was lexapro. I took it for the hell of it around 7 and by the time I got home at 11 I could feel like something was being blocked in my mind. I couldn't concentrate. It was such an unnatural feeling. Like my mind was really noisy, but someone put up a brick wall somewhere in my mind to keep me from calming the sounds. It reminded me why I stopped taking anti-depressants in the first place. I just couldn't get into any kind of zone.
Usually I just read to fall asleep but this night I'll try it again.
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We are all atheists about most of the gods that society has ever believed in. Some of us just go one god further.
-Richard Dawkins
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