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I used to smoke hardcore to the point of irrationality. I've stopped because I'm on probation, but sometimes I really really miss my bong. don't know if I'll start again, but I don't want to smoke the way I did, doing it in my room at all hours of the night and making my family upset (granted they're catholic, but if I really had control i could've smoked when I wasn't around them) and blowing all my money and getting into horrible debt and not being able to do anything not stoned and not doing anything really because I'm stoned. I don't like any of my old "friends" who have gotten nowhere in the past year I've been sober because all they do is drink and smoke and have the I.Q of cheese anyway and I'm more of an intellectual, but I haven't really made any new friends and I feel like I could've if only I had been able to bond over a bowl or two that might not be the case. Basically, if I go back to smoking, I want to do it responsibly and as a way to enrich my life, not destroy or harm it. Any tips on how people do that are welcome
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