Bearsy

My mother, two brothers and I were physically and verbally abused by my father for years. Probabaly from age 6 and on til about 15 I would get regular beatings from him.

We'd get spankings and his favorite thing to say was "Every time you jump up I'm going to start over"

In one school I went to they used a demerit system and he would give me 15 "spankings"(more like whippings) with a belt on bare ass for each demerit.
One day I was in a foul mood and I got something like 11 demerits... (1 or 2 was average for me) and I was supposed to get 150 whippings with a leather belt and I ended up getting something like 250-300 in one night.

I'd get punched in the face until my nose bled and then I'd still have to go to school the next day and lie to my friends and teachers that I got into a fight or jumped or something.

And it was always reiterated that it was my fault and that it was biblical...

Verses like these...

"He that spares his rod hates his son: but he that loves him chastens him diligently."
"Chasten thy son while there is hope, and let not thy soul spare for his crying."
"Foolishness is bound in the heart of a child; but the rod of correction shall drive it far from him."
"Withhold not correction from the child: for if you beat him with the rod, he shall not die."
"Thou shalt beat him with the rod, and shalt deliver his soul from hell."

Were printed out and taped to walls on the house

Things as simple as a white lie would elicit a lay on the bed and drop your drawers...

Here's a list of various spanking tools my dad used...
Belt
Oak Boat Oar(this ended up getting broken over my brothers back one day)
2x4
Vacuum Cleaner Cord
Ping Pong paddle with holes drilled into it

The whole time I thought it was normal.



And despite the history of abuse against me, I'm gonna spank my kids.

Nowhere near as bad as I was spanked, but they're getting pops on the ass when they fuck up.
Spanking works in limited amounts.
My mom never spanked us unless it was something really terrible.
And although I'd probably already been beaten 2 or three times that week by my dad, it always hurt a lot more(and stuck in my mind that what I did was bad) when my mom would pop me on the ass with the belt a few times.

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