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Day 4. I feel a little better this morning. Actually, a lot better, but mornings I am rarely depressed. I got about 8 hours of sleep. Depression usually hits me at night. Pretty soon I will start dreaming again, and not before I start having some vivid using(where I get high in the dream) ones first.
I have a fast metabolism. I am probably where most quitters are on the 2 week mark. I will probably have a majority of the drug out of me after 2 weeks, in which I will start thinking clearer and not be as moody and depressed.
The battle continues, and I will not give up. I know that if I smoke now I will feel relieved and my thoughts will slow down again.... fat chance. That will put me back to square one. I'm looking forward to all of the bad shit that will come my way which will prompt me to want to get high. I'm not going to, so haha.
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