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Day 5. I got less sleep last night. I found myself pacing, and every time I caught myself doing that, I knew that the sooner I get busy with volunteer work, the better. It seems like a catch -22. I'm not sure if I could face the world with responsibilities right now, but I know sitting alone in my room doesn't do much good. Although I did go for a 30 minute walk yesterday. I'm lonely without any friends, but I deserve that. I deserve much worse. This is the least I can do for the world right now. This is my role, as someone who contributes nothing to society. I must focus on why I am doing this. I must know I have to do this. Using is not an option.
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