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Day 6. Feels like it's been 3 weeks since I last smoked. I know it is the only thing that would provide temporary psychological relief. In that I mean I suffer little emotional problems today, but it would give me that jolt, that pick-me-up. I wouldn't give a fuck for a few hours, and then I would be back again. I like every post made in here. Challenges are great, because I don't want to be saying to myself what stoneric is saying when I am weak and vulnerable. I have to have my guard up, and realize how serious this is.
I have my guard up, and know what I want. I want nothing else right now than to become a stronger human being.
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