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Day 14 - I can't sleep God fucking dammit. I do feel like a tool now, but this is working, so why should I give a fuck what anyone else thinks? I will remember this in the future when I may want to go back to smoking, and know what I will have to go through again. My time here has been wasted up until 14 days ago. I take my STEP test today for school, then I have to go in and see this counselor tomorrow to register. I feel weak and undetermined. But that doesn't mean I have to fuck myself in the ass any more than I am fucked up, ya know?
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