Someone very dear to me passed very recently. Its like the only time i'm not cryin' is when I'm smokin'. And right now I am out of my weed. My contacts are not available this morning, so I get to sit and ponder my loss some more. Everyone tells me tht her passing was the best thing for her because she was in such poor health, and her recovery was doubtful, at best. I know, I know its just that I cant seem to think of anything else . This grieving stuff is tough.
