that's rough, i'm sorry to hear about your loss. even knowing they're in a better place or whatever, it still hurts that they're no longer with you. i honestly believe people choose when they die, that there is a plan in it and that plan is to send a ripple out to affect people in certain ways. i believe this offers us lessons that can help us grow more than the person could through their life. so let her teach you, and carry her in your heart so you don't forget.
wish you the best
