Originally Posted by Pharm Girl

I never knew betrayal so bad, so harsh, so painful........
To think I could trust you, count on you.
I never felt so hurt inside. So helpless, so dead.
I never realized some people are so fake, so unreal, such phonies.
I never would have guessed that it was possible to hurt so badly, so deeply and so much.
I never opened my eyes, wide enough to see what I was getting myself into~
I never thought, I could be so scared inside or outside.
I never noticed how much fear I have, burning, churning, eating at my heart and soul.
I never knew some people have the power to make me feel the way!
I feel, so alone, so empty, so shallow, used, as though I have nothing, nothing at all to offer this world~