hey, so guess it's way better to let you know again that I'm not living in USA or in a english speaking country, that's why my writing skills aren't that much good it would be nice if you let me know 'bout my word or grammatic mistakes. so I'd like to share with you guys a rather big "problem" - the paranoia effect. dunno if it's the right word. i'm not the kind of guy who's that much confident at school, I'm calm, a bit shy and yes.. actually I have even without smoking weed signs of a dysfunction... maybe 'cause I'm not so confident I sometimes think that other people are watching me in public places, but if I'm at a party with friends really everything is fine. so here's my problem: i'm more a thin person and I dont have to smoke that much weed to get high or stoned, but I get fucking (sooorry) red eyes, like a vampire.. and I really do look easily stoned.. and I'm getting paranoias again.. I look the whole time around and I think my friends or other ppl are watching at me and make jokes.. do you have the same "problem"? or do you have some idea to fix this?

greatings from germany