To be honest, I don't fear much. The only thing I truly fear, is dying a terribly painful and torchering death. Or snapping one of my bones through my skin, other than that I'm not even scared of dying? I can't fucking wait to get off this earth. I'm not going to do anything to induce and early departure though.
Other than slowly killing myself via smoking a lot I guess.
Like I've seen people start their downhill trip of life(hospital death bed) that live for years off and on with complications. My grandmother was about 83 and died last year, she was a heavy smoker. I'm pretty sure it all started during WWII too. Then she just kinda slipped down the hill in a matter of months. I want to go like that too, I don't want to live with complications through my 90's.