fuckin meds. stop taking that shit. its probably the reason you feel so vaguely anxious.
What you need to do is sit down, smoke some herb, let your mind flow, and identify what it is that's really at the root of your anxious feelings and your tendency toward having them (not just what's setting you off at this point in your life).
P.S. Koshiva great post. i'd like to formally second everything you said

thanks for taking the time to sort and explain your thoughts where i was very lazy