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Well, it appears I am no match for my subconscious.
On the morning of the 10th day (4am to be exact) I woke up from what is to date, THE most INTENSE wet dream I have ever had in my life. Not only was it just insanely vivid, it was lucid, leading up to my cosmic intercourse.
The intensity of the orgasm I had in the dream was like nothing I've ever experienced, and when I woke up, I knew I wasn't gonna be dry. Not only that, after waking up and sort of rehashing everything I went through in my dream to myself, I felt the most intense blue balls I've possibly ever felt. So, I had to spank it once more just so I could get some sleep (good lord!).
Since then I've only done it twice and it is very apparent that I was extremely backed up...
10 days... just 4 days shy of my goal, but I feel in much more control of myself than I ever did before. I think from now on I'll do it every 3 days or so, that seems about right for me.
Moderation, not deprivation, is the key with this sort of thing!
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Step Back. Evaluate. Recognize.
"The mind is a superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly—you usually don't use it at all. It uses you."
-Eckhart Tolle
-If you try to destroy him to save them, they'll destroy you to save him-
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