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in addition i want to pose to consideration what the rev posed in my passive-aggressive thread with excessive bear bait and wolf stink, the 'genious' thread
confidence in intelligence has a hard to pin-point foundation, link it too your institutional learning, my hands are too clean for that
explain your confidence in thought, can you face any harsh idea head on, you react to harsh possibilities like a combatant?, how can we even mix such failure into our sucess, our definitions thereof
the only thing that gives me confidence is that my thoughts bring me great sufferring, and that i despise everyone to some extent, even those who hypothetically agree with me on all accounts, what does that say about me, nothing sound or admirable i suspect, their is clearly cowardice in my mode of operation, i am not afraid of unpleasent thoughts, but i am afraid of pleasant inclinations
i don't know what to do, im not lost, ill discover a better braver way, again and again i suspect, overcoming one fault only to beget a new error for the sake of comfort
is this even something to be surpassed? am i going about it all wrong? like 'climbing' to the moon
is the lies we try to beleive for comfort, not a bad thing, are they the foundation of progress itself? progress must decide upon some direction, at every step, it has a direction
should this direction, be whatever the greatest number decides??
im disillusioned and upset by the whole thing
under what terms have you found your foot-path, tired trails? mucky mud, the endless snow of intellectuals that you feverishly prsure at-last only to goto sleep upon.
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