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shit bro. I dunno how long you were off the opiates for, but either way, I think that it's pretty common for people to relapse on the "road to recovery", hell, it probably verges on being "normal". I wouldn't be too worried about slipping up w/ the oxymorphone, but I think it's important that you do some introspection as to why you did that, how it made you feel, how you feel about continuing your use of opiates after this slip up etc.
I mean really, I think it's possible for us to even trick ourselves into thinking we're ready to give something up when we're not. But I digress.
It's pretty damned scary when you get into spots with sketchy people (eg. drug dealers). I mean, you probably know this, but if you're up front and don't duck theze niggaz they'll be alot happier with you than if you "Casper" (the unfriendly ghost) them. There ought to be some sort of employment program or something funded by the government to help people find jobs in your area... seek that shit out. Pounding the pavement for a job ought to also keep your mind off of opiates.
I dunno. Good luck though dude. Addiction is some bullshit.
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