the most important thing to do is start feeling better about / caring about yourself again. how many junkies you know can look in the mirror and smile knowing the kind of person that they are? i bet you've done some grimey ass shit you aren't proud of to be able to support a habit that bad... just by quitting a lone will be a huge push in the right direction... exercise & sex & meeting women helps a lot.. and the biggest key is to *not* put yourself around it... if all your friends are junkies, you're better off having no friends, and you will realize that eventually one day if you haven't already. get rid of them, turn your phone off for a few days if you have to, and for the love of god get some suboxone, percs might even help a lot too...
the key here is to man up and stop being a vagina
it happens to all of us. once you get past the wd and mental addiction, it will get easy and you won't even think about it anymore. don't let this become your weakness... never get too comfortable because you aren't like normal people, you're a junkie and you can't just do it 'once in a while', or 'just this one time'.. never forget using today means using tommorow, waking up sober with nothing to show for it.
you realize my car payment + insurance is cheaper then doing just a single blue (20$) a day??? and i have a pretty nice car and expensive fuckin insurance.. you gotta look at it that way too... shiiiit, 140 mgs a day?? isn't that bad compared to many people, but fuck man... that's like being able to go out every day and buy a fly new outfit.. or the car payment on a 80,000$ benz... do the math bro, doing pills is fn disguting