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Well now that I'm not rushing off to work I have time for an actual reply...
Yeah, I think what I have was more of a flu bug since when it first started I had a fever and felt dizzy and whatnot with a pounding headache... I'm just finishing the anti-biotics today but I think I'm starting to feel a bit better (sleeping through the night DOES help).
No, I don't smoke tobacco, and when I was sick I didn't really smoke weed to feel better, I just blazed because my being sick is never really debilitating to the point where I'm bed ridden.
I've been trying to sweat it out with the gym and running but that only seems to weaken my body and give whatever I have a chance to mess me up. I took all of last week off from the gym and only monday did I workout and tuesday I ran (just before and after the run is when I started feeling bad again). I HATE skipping the gym and losing basically 2 weeks of working out, but if I'm still not 100% I'm only prolonging this.
I think I just need to let my body do it's thang... but goddamn, waiting is killing me!
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