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Disconnected
Anyone eles have a feeling that they seem disconnected from this world, sometimes not even this world but it seems like im disconnected from myself as if im observing myself and I have to consiouslly make choices.. movements, what im going to say, just wandering around observing everything happen, not interacting with the world outside yourself, feeling like you are the only person alive and that this is just story playing out in your head? Your to cautious because you don't want anything bad to happen, you really don't care but at the same time you care because you dont want confrontation.. I feel like im wandering around dazed confused not apart of this world watching everything happen and I feel like im just following status quoe to make do. I felt amazing and in place before when I was in love, but my wandering mind and worrying mind drove my love away.. now Im back to square one. Anyone have this feeling?
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