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I'm kinda in the same position with one of my best friends... we've been tight since high school, but all throughout I had feelings for her and they came to a head around senior year when I realized I was pretty much in love with her.
After that year ended though we don't get to see each other much, but we keep in contact through Facebook and texts all the time.
But anytime I see her the feelings come rushing back and just this last week I saw her for the first time in ~6 months and when we hugged I just didn't want to let go. I realized how much I missed her and loved being around her.
I know it's cliche to quote songs to explain your feelings but the song "You Never Knew" by Immortal Technique(minus the HIV part) is exactly how I feel about this girl. I could care less about a physical relationship (although it'd be fine with me, of course) but I just want to spend all my time with her. I'm so much more attracted to her mind than I am to her body. But the fact that she's a fox is a positive(or maybe a negative, I don't know)
It really sucks, man... I know exactly how you feel. Can't really give you any advice either cause I'm in the boat with you.
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