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Originally Posted by al-Mu'akhkhir
It kind of hurts that I let her slip away on me, but I am acutely aware that I could not have satisfied her emotionally in a relationship. Despite the fact that we both possess minds which seem to be infinitely older than our earthly vessels, I understand that she needs someone older in a relationship.
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Because your best wasn't 'good enough' doesn't make you wrong for being yourself or her for knowing what she'd like in a partner. This doesn't demean anything you said, or I hope it doesn't I only mean to say, you shouldn't feel to blame or not good enough. Things go how they should and will.
You had a heavy spell, where you thought about alot of other stuff too. Now you feel alot better. It's the ebb and flow of life and how we learn and maneuver ,by living it, that gets us through.
It's often easier to look back and see this, I wish you the peace of insight more deeply, and soon.
I'm glad you are feeling lighter and hope you just keep getting that bounce in your step back more and more, even if it is that little gangsta walk you do
jk
Sage