Mydriasis

That's beautiful even though it sounds stressful.

I like to look at the human experience as writing messages in to the sand. After time the wind or the shore will always erase whatever has been written. So another beach go'er can have the same opportunity.

Much love to you and your pops Rev. He'll always be with you, if you stay keen to these haunches, and follow the signs he lays down for you.

I may be technically schitzophrenic but at certain moments I can sense and sometimes litteraly hear the voices of those who have passed. Not to say I'm some psychic, mystic, all knowing divine person(cuz I'm not at all). But if you keep it in your intentions to listen to the person who has passed away, they will always speak to you at all the right times. Usually during times of hard-ship or confusion. A little light will flick on in the darkness and you know who turned it on. We're all just beacons for an infinite amount of energies.

I believe the reason why we get so confused and upset about death is A) we're selfish and want that person to physically be with us because it's easier to commune with them. B) It's impossible to understand how/why their still alive but not in your eye-sight. When I watched my grandmother pass away, I literally felt this massive amount of energy RUSH from her cancer ridden body, and everything was okay. She didn't want to leave, but I know she's more than satisfied with the outcome. I didn't feel remorse, it was the most beautiful thing I've ever experienced. And yes she still visits me in silly ways.

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