I know I know!!! and its fuckin exciting!
hehehehehhe
thanks man

Only thing is, I know from past experience, if I can't bring myself down off that I will never talk to her like a human being. I think for a while she was legit trying to flirt with me, but lately, since for a long time I never really talked to her much its gotten weird... in my mind anyways, cause there is no real communication.

I am excited though, that would be sooo cool if she worked with me
So this soooo schoolgirlish of me I feel super lame
Time for some work outs, meditation and fasting (from masterbation/marijuana).