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My addiction didn't get as deep as yours since I couldn't bring myself to H, but through my constant deals I easily fed my daily habit for a real long time. I didn't even mention my horrible benzo addiction when I got prescribed the xanax/zoloft cocktail for anxiety and depression since that was a whole other hell.
If you take anything from this I just hope it is that you can see how easily it gets out of control. Because it will before you even realize. And I don't care how strong you THINK you are, because you are not stronger then them. I smoked cigarettes for a year and quit cold turkey and was fine. I went through alcohol binges and never got hooked. Based on what my friends have told me 40mg of intranasal oxycodone isn't much different then mainlining heroin minus the initial rush, so I just hope you realize how powerful what your playing with is.
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