AnimalLover420

I'm feeling rather ronerry today too. Sometimes, it becomes very obvious to me that I am a weird girl who has a hard time relating to others. I went to a workout class this morning, and I love going to it. It's all women, and I get a little bit of social interaction from it. But today, I just felt very excluded. They are mostly soccer moms and before class, they were chatting about ball games, children, and vacations. I became painfully aware that I had nothing to contribute to such conversations. So I silently listened to everyone else talking and laughing with each other. I finished the class just fine, but my eyes started to fill up before I even got to my car. I am so sick of feeling like I'm not normal enough to fit in with the rest of the world, it's something I've encountered all my life. There was nothing worth being upset over, but I couldn't keep myself together. I've been a real pussy lately, and it's not something I'm proud of.

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