i find the e is helping me address my issues. i fought to metion that the whole family including my mother and father brother sisters and myself all keep our emotion in consealed... we dont express the same way as most people were closed in with our emotions and hold anger in ... but we dont get angery easy.. except one of my sisters who angerys easly like my father
speaking of father
he also has something wrong with all his joints so they swell... and takes my mother narcots that they give to cancer patients so he could get a buzz. (we got rid of everything she hid... we bought her a safe to hid em.. but she was afriad he would even get in that so she always keep all her cash and drugs in her purse since shes a light sleeper and never lets out of her sight or side.)
he tried to take some of that money when she was stoned on coma meds... my sisters saw him enter the room and leave 5 min after... the only thing moved in there was her purse and her change purse was open. thats where she keeps the lose 50's that she hid , she told her sister to tell use there was a thousand in ther, and it was for us, the kids, so we checked and she had over 1500 loose in envolpes.. she knew she didnt have much time and no insurance so she saved up as much as she could so that we would not be stuck with the bill in the end.... but her side of the family bought us a piece of land for my mom and the remaining 7 out of 26 brothers and sisters(my aunts and uncles)
wow i am i just rattling on or what........
gonna roll another one and burn with my dad and try to hid the e effects and play off that im tired
brb
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Rest in peace momma bit roller
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Thanx
too bad she never smoked mj with me..
and she looked as if she was gonna try one day, but looked as if she turned away at the last moment, but i even offered her some and assured her she did not make anything akward when she came over to me by the car with my buddiest smoking that j..
sorry i dont know why i edited this post instead of writing a new one