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Mydriasis · 07-30-2009, 01:00 PM

Don't stress yourself out about things you didn't do with your moms. Instead, cherish everything you did do.

I remember when my grand-mother died right next to me. Watching her cry on massive doses of morphine was very painful. Then a huge rush of energy just swirled and left the room(I'm schitzophrenic but I swear I am hyper-sensitive to energy). She really didn't want to leave, I don't know many who do. But ever since I felt that energy just move onward out of that plasticy shitty hospital room, I knew she was out there somewere flying free. Away from all the sadness and pain of physical existence in a damaged body. Her energy definitely counter-balanced her temporary pain.

She didn't believe in God(she always said she was a druid), neither do I, but I know her essence looms in a positive infinity.

I'm certain your mom, buds bunny's dad, my grandma and plenty of our other "passed" loved ones are kicking it somewhere. Somewhere where their always high, because there's no restrictions on how well off they are.

I just wish death was more understandable. It's so confusing because it's "written" in a language the alive have yet to learn.

Haha you got me rambling too.

07-30-2009, 01:00 PM	#7 (permalink)
Mydriasis Do Not Resuscitate Join Date: Jun 2009 Posts: 1,317 Thanks: 840 Thanked 431 Times in 298 Posts	Don't stress yourself out about things you didn't do with your moms. Instead, cherish everything you did do. I remember when my grand-mother died right next to me. Watching her cry on massive doses of morphine was very painful. Then a huge rush of energy just swirled and left the room(I'm schitzophrenic but I swear I am hyper-sensitive to energy). She really didn't want to leave, I don't know many who do. But ever since I felt that energy just move onward out of that plasticy shitty hospital room, I knew she was out there somewere flying free. Away from all the sadness and pain of physical existence in a damaged body. Her energy definitely counter-balanced her temporary pain. She didn't believe in God(she always said she was a druid), neither do I, but I know her essence looms in a positive infinity. I'm certain your mom, buds bunny's dad, my grandma and plenty of our other "passed" loved ones are kicking it somewhere. Somewhere where their always high, because there's no restrictions on how well off they are. I just wish death was more understandable. It's so confusing because it's "written" in a language the alive have yet to learn. Haha you got me rambling too. __________________ ۞ Last edited by Mydriasis; 07-30-2009 at 01:04 PM.