So the other day I had a super potent dream. I could only remember bits of it. But I sneezed and the dream came back to me in full clarity.
I do and don't know what it means. I figure I should share it, and ask if anyone else has ever had a dream where they met god? I don't believe in God which is why this is so weird and powerful to me.
story time.
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I'm on a wooden board-walk over a pretty busy system of water. I am running up with a huge sheet of LSD(bigger than my chest and I'm tall) that I have to show to this guy I don't know. He's wearing a bowler hat, and I'll never forget his face. He looked like he'd been beat to shit as a child but his eyes were so warm and indescribable like a fractal.The print on the acid is a periodic table of elements(something I've never seen before). I run up to him and I look him dead in the eyes. He smiles and pushes me into the water. For some reason I know I have to hold onto this periodic table of elements because it's super important.
I struggle in the water but swim quickly over to the boardwalk where the man reaches his hand down to me and helps me out. He rips the sheet in half while I catch my breathe, gives me half and eats the other half. I devour the other half knowing full and well this is something like 1,000 hits.
We go back to my bed-room. It was my bed-room but a little different of a really dark time in my life. We both sat down in sync with each other and began meditating. Meditating like it was the end of the world and the last thing we wanted to remember was peace. The weird thing is there was never a discussion between this man and me.
Well I opened my eyes and to my surprise I wasn't hallucinating and the man had opened his eyes as well. We stared at each other for a second than he said "come here you need to meet a ___ monk". I forget what kind of monk he said it was it could have been tibetan, or something with a b but not buddhist, maybe a g. I dunno.
well a hallway opened in my bed-room and we walked through. The man stood there angrily or sternly. and said something like "He is going to turn into God. Don't look away."
This felt like such an extremely important moment. This monk turned into two things first, I cannot recall them. But then the third thing is pretty hard to describe but I'll give it my best shot.
It was a tree-like body with 3 human-like faces on his right hip(where a hip might be on this tree like being but I KNEW it was a hip) protruding, the top of it seemed to go off into infinity but it resembled something like the twirly thing off of the top of one of the flood from Halo(the video-game), the bottom was green but I have no idea what it was. This image is forever burned in my head but it was fractal in nature, so it's pretty impossible to really grasp(I've tried painting it).
For the rest of my dream I stared at God with this man.
edit - I'm missing part of the dream because I remember being in an all brick Wal-mart looking for flowers for some reason and finding none.
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Edit: It's weird to me that there's no ocurance of this on any online dream dictionaries I found. Dreams are a lot like psychedelics, and in psychedelics a common theme is perceiving some entity as god. Which is why I find it weird that it isn't in any dream dictionaries.