ugh im breaking up with my first longterm girlfriend whos also the only girl ive ever fucked and it FUCKING SUCKS
yea idk, just needed to tell somebody something
first time ive ever had to break up with anyone, especially someone who i love so god damn much, but know i just need to get away from her for now to get my shit together.
ill honestly end up back with her eventually im sure. shes the perfect girl for me and i love her, we,re just a little above our heads.
i just really want to enjoy life for a bit... i feel like its been a while