Mydriasis : I think you re on your way to mental stability. IMHO i dont think theres anything "wrong" with you. Doctors are quick to put a label on a conditon. And they put a label that sounds so scary....(been there) and makes us think we re even worse than we thought...
Sometimes we all think we re going crazy. Seeing things, hearings things or just trying to make it. Find me one who is totally sane....
sometimes i also think they re after me. Maybe cause i grow (for presonal use). Last night i even dreamed about it. Undercover cars in my neighborhood for me. Then i wake up and think to myself, why would undercover cops be on your ass, for 4 plants?
just my paranoia u knwo what i mean?
Most of the time stress works in weird ways and affects the whole body (including mind).
Praying and meditation helps me best, but many times i find myself occupied with other things (work than needs to be done at home) and i dont pray. then i get stressed, tired, unmotivated, despressed, etc.
then i ll pray/meditate and all the problems seem manageable.
Sweating too many "little things", makes us think that there is one big problem ahead of us that cant be solved. We all fall into that trap, because we dont find time for ourselves. Time to feed our soul with positive energy from outer space. Far far away.
