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maszac · 08-15-2009, 01:03 AM

well? i mean... i have ups and downs... one day, ill have a god damn appifinay and realize everything and be on top of the world, confident, and happy... but sooner or later, and usually sooner, all of sudden it comes crashing down and i think my friends are out to get me and im an incompetent fuck doomed to suicide. what the fuck do i do?

i think i figured out what i want to go to college for, film stuff, lol, but i mean, stupid shit eats away at me till i just have to yell myself to sleep or catch a decent buzz and i mean like a buzz where your alternatives are vomiting or passing out.

where the fuck do i start?

excercing and walking around in the sun would help a lot of the times, so i try to do that... but when it really hits is right before i go to sleep usually. my mind begins to race and i turn dreams into nightmares before im even asleep.

i dont recommend you raising a son, single ladies. they absorb to much of your bullshit and will be left 19 and still trying to figure out this manhood shit.

i just want some mother fuckin' vindication or something. im sick of this doubting myself shit.

i fake it till i make it but then i break it, ya dig?

08-15-2009, 01:03 AM	#1 (permalink)
maszac toast Join Date: Jul 2007 Location: kc Posts: 872 Thanks: 1,343 Thanked 224 Times in 142 Posts	so how the hell you fix an insecurity problem? well? i mean... i have ups and downs... one day, ill have a god damn appifinay and realize everything and be on top of the world, confident, and happy... but sooner or later, and usually sooner, all of sudden it comes crashing down and i think my friends are out to get me and im an incompetent fuck doomed to suicide. what the fuck do i do? i think i figured out what i want to go to college for, film stuff, lol, but i mean, stupid shit eats away at me till i just have to yell myself to sleep or catch a decent buzz and i mean like a buzz where your alternatives are vomiting or passing out. where the fuck do i start? excercing and walking around in the sun would help a lot of the times, so i try to do that... but when it really hits is right before i go to sleep usually. my mind begins to race and i turn dreams into nightmares before im even asleep. i dont recommend you raising a son, single ladies. they absorb to much of your bullshit and will be left 19 and still trying to figure out this manhood shit. i just want some mother fuckin' vindication or something. im sick of this doubting myself shit. i fake it till i make it but then i break it, ya dig?