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Old 08-15-2009, 11:01 AM   #5 (permalink)
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yo maszac! been a while dude

are you bipolar? high highs and low lows are pretty characteristic of bipolar, but typically the depression side of the spectrum is so bad that you wouldnt be functioninng when youre depressed. You talk about racing thoughts, are they uncontrolable? that could be a form of manic behavior.. im not trying to diagnose, it just might be something to look into, because bipolar is not all too uncommon.
i gotta say man, 18/19/20/21 were/ are the some of the most mentally challenging years of life. youre still, most likely, not a fully developed adult (chemically speaking). give yourself a couple more years and youll find that your moods will be more stable and mellow.

and as for confidence, nobodys gonna give it to you, you have to just be confident.
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