I think all types of BC are annoying and "weird" in some way. The implant is freaky, the patch is annoying, the pill is too easy to forget, nuvaring is weird, I personally dont like condoms, the shot is ok but still kinda iffy and the IUD is crazy but the most practical imo. I wish it wasnt so easy to get pregnant without some form of birth control. It sucks because every single form of contraception has side effects. Some are worse than others.
Again, I hope everything works out for the best, Sars. Maybe you should talk to the dr about some way to ease off of it .
Good luck.