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^ I guess I have no real perception of self, and I can't stand when people create perceptions of what I am is the problem. I can't stand being defined, sometimes physically I shut down(black-outs/fainting spells).
Some of the old-heads I used to hang around with used to call me "Child of the Void". I'm kind of beginning to understand why... I used to just think it was because of what I believed spiritually, but maybe it has to do with my mannerisms more-so.
I can eat out at places it's usually not a problem, even with people, but it has to be fluid or something. Like when things are designed/set-up I naturally seek to destroy or avoid them or something unless it's irrefutable and sensible.
I dunno, I'll figure things out.
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