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I think she is either lying or she doesn't know what changed her feelings about you.
Don't worry about her doing things like mushrooms. Chances are they will shove all of her negative actions right in her face.
If I were you I would have seperated myself from her. It's unhealthy imo to be hung up on one person who has changed or isn't loving you back. Your in love with who she was, and not who she is right now.
Though Ketamine, Cocaine, and Exctasy are not the root clause for her change in love towards you. Sure these drugs alter the perception temporarily, and in a way forever. But if she really loved you, she'd love you through any drug.
-this part of my response is all intuition and can be ignored if you'd like-
Chances are your guys's drug use was triggered by depression or a sense of being lost(not knowing how the rest of your relationship was going to play out)? I'm guessing this was a high-school love?
If she is a flat-out K, cocaine, or X addict then it would make more sense to me. Addiction makes people tend to only care for themselves. Though I think the real problem here is, the fire was dieing out between you two. She got burnt out, you didn't.
If drugs are the main priority in her life, than I'd honestly stay away. I've run into something somewhat similar, but from the other end. When this happened to me If the girl I was with would have just stayed away than she would have been a lot better off.
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