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When I was a teenager I smoked all the time. I never felt addicted to them and knew I could quit anytime, and I did. I didn't smoke for almost two years until I moved in with a room-mate that smokes constantly! I've been smoking for a little over 3 months now and finding it HARD to stop.
The problem is I don't ever have to buy them because they're always around and my 'mate doesn't mind if I smoke off him. In fact, he leaves me a pack of Newports sitting on the table all the time. Every night before going to bed I say, "I'm not smoking tomorrow, or ever. I done!".
I just smoked one 30min ago. My first one for the day.
I hate the way they smell, taste, make me feel.. I'm trying REALLY hard to stop.
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