I'm getting divorced.
I won't go into all the details, but it was one of those "rotted from the inside out" marriage situations where everything seems fine (even though you really know it isn't) then one day the house of cards collapses. My wife hasn't been home in a month, some other dude is horning in on the situation, and I'm stuck with the full rent on the house. I can manage here after weed and rent money if I eat alot of ramen and don't use the lights much (okay, not QUITE that bad, but I will have to live modestly).
The thing is, I feel completely fucked over. It's like everyone around me has lost their fucking minds. Thank God for my daughter, who has been very supportive. I doubt I could deal with this in any remotely objective way if I didn't have her looking out for me.
I'm just pissed off, bad. It isn't something you can fix immediately, and I just want to go apeshit all over her, and my son, and this other dude, and everyone who's copping the attitude that I'm the villain. I've done so much for her, and my kids, over these last ten years. I spent like $4K just this last May trying to save her dog's life, yet just 5 months later, she's screaming "You're an ASSHOLE!!" at me out in front of the house, kicking shit, and going fucking nuts on me!
Anyway, that's my rant. I don't need advice, or anyone to take my side, I just felt like venting. I just felt like being heard.
The Rev