kitch

so yesterday I took about 16 grams of neurontin and went to sleep shortly after. I had this dream where I was at a conference about psychadelics and some one brought up the idea of portals. all of a sudden portals started appearing over a few peoples' heads. They looked kind of swirly like the air above a grill when it's cooking with a shakey view of other places.

The guy speaking said it was really easy to create portals and opened his hand and a portal appeared in it, then he threw it up in the air and it expanded quite a bit to bigger than person size. He said something like 'follow me' and jumped through it and people started following him. I went through and ended up in this kind of swampy foresty place. This girl I know who has always kind of reminded me of a fairy was there and started talking to me. I don't remember everything that she said but she asked what I was planning to do when I retired. I told her I was gonna live in Maine and she asked if I was going to have 'low berry bushes' which I assume meant low bush blueberries, so I said hell yeah. She just kinda smiled.

I was feeling pretty excited about the whole portal thing so I tried it and managed to create one in my hand, so I threw it up in the air. The world iin the picture looked pretty icey but I jumped through anyway. Several of the people from the conference were there and we were obviously pretty high up a mountain. There were people freaking out and some one told me there had been an avalanche. We started digging and found a bunch of dead bodies, but one living person, a teenage kid I never met before. I gave him a bottle of oxygen and he started huffing it real quick. The guy who had been speaking at the lecture said it was time to go and through up a portal and all of a sudden we were back in the lecutre hall.

I walked past a group of 3 guys talking and overheard one of them saying that the 'correct dose to create portals is between 70 and 70.5mg????' The lecturer was talking again and I could see portals above a few peoples' heads, but all of a sudden he snapped his fingers and they all dissappeared. He told everyone to try and create one but no one could. He said 'yeah they're easy to turn on and off too'.

I woke up just about then, and was like incredibly happy. It had been a really fun dream. I was just kind of upset that I couldn't create portals in real life (yeah, I tried pretty hard, didn't work).

My dreams are very rarely that cohesive, I think it was something to do with the gabapentin. I just really needed to share this before it left my memory. If I remember anything else I'll post it, because I feel like I might have been to a few other worlds.

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