Cerebro

I'm all messed up atm
Broke up with my gf
This sort of stuff is supposed to be behind me
My insides are all over the place
I've been crying
I didn't cry after separating from my wife, but this girl was way under my skin
She was so beautiful, and felt so good, she had the bodytype that i like
but mostly she made me laugh
Sucks feeling like this
We broke up almost a week ago
I spoke to her last night (after too many beers)
She told me I was grasping at straws
and that she was relieved
ouch

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