Cerebro

yeah, cheers merc
but most of them are right; in this case
i was just being basically stupid
she made it pretty clear that she didn't 'love' me
that was probably a week after she asked me in bed, post, if i was "loving" her yet
i left when she said something like "you know..."

haha, this is strange to share, if she reads it i hope she accepts my apols

"how i've said "i love you" a few times"
"yeah"
"well, i don't"
haha, something like that
so i left
she called me the next day saying mistake etc
make up sex cont.
it was only after that that i started to care more deeply for her
but she started backing off
i thought it was some game, i'm pretty sure i was right
i think she said to me "it was just a test, you weren't supposed to leave"

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