my recent discovery of who we are and where we came from, and what earth really is (to me i guess,) has brought a very optimistic outlook on life, and even death. for instance, christians find happiness in death believing they're going to a better place, heaven. in my eyes, i've found a joy in death from having a son. this may not make sense to some of you but its like.. he came from ME. so when i die, he's carrying on my life... i find joy in that. raising a son to his fullest potential in every way.
And the facts of where we came from have some what enlightened me. I don't believe in an after life, so I've started taking this life much more seriously and passionately. It's my only one ya know.. That gives me much appreciation to be here, especially in this day and age. the day of instant messaging across the world, places unknown completely by earlier humans. And blah blah we all know how advanced we are these days.
I'm pretty blitzd so i don't know where i was really going with this..
/rant