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You need to quit chasing the dragon as they say, although in this case its more like you need to quit chasing the Twinkie.

Its never gonna be as good as the first time, period. That goes for anything that feels good, whether its the first bong rip or piece of ass, but that doesn't mean that almost as good as the first time is bad.

You gotta smoke that jay or hit that bong once or twice and then get on with it, enjoy the buzz you got, next time might be better or she may just drag her teeth. Don't ever just sit there and stew because you aint as high as you were last time man, thats anxiety creepin' in and wasn't that why you are smoking in the first place?

Relax, enjoy the ride you're getting and control what you're doing, don't let the weed smoke you man.

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