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Need some advice
Before you read this, its more of a rant than anything else so just letting you guys know.
Alright, so from an outsiders perspective, everything is good in my life. I'm in a great university, getting straight a's this term, i got a steady job, i'm working out 3-4 times a week, and obviously I smoke a lil too much weed haha. But even through all of that, I still feel so alone.
I have awesome roommates who were my friends since freshman year. I have a lot of friends that range from nerdy freshman engineering students to gorgeous sorority girls to weekend warrior frat boys. But I guess the problem really lies with my girl issues. I broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years a few months ago and nothing seems to be going well since then. Yeah I get with girls every few weeks but nothing seems to happen after that either because they aren't interested or because I'm not interested. It feels like a big void in my life. My roommates are frat boys and they have girls they hang out with all the time and I just feel really left out. There's one girl that I hang out with a good amount, we hook up every now and then, but she always says we're nothing more than friends. It just sucks. I really liked having a girlfriend and having a person that I can talk to about everything and anything and having a more than friends relationship. Right now though, I feel really alone even though I have so many awesome people in my life and I just don't know what to do to get that feeling to go away.
So basically I'm asking if you guys have any advice or anything that can help me out or if its just normal to have a life doomed to never getting what I want (I sure hope not!)
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