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The only time I was really scared was when paranoia kicked in (it did, very much so, throughout the night).
The experience itself in the basement is among the most profound in my lifetime, and during which I felt neither scared nor safe nor any emotion really... In fact, it's something I want to experience again, albeit under much safer conditions. To be able to channel that kind of energy and not hurt people I care about... hence the wilderness haha.
It's funny you should mention the broken bone thing Ego, because in my earliest sober reflections after that night I remember remarking that I probably could have fought 10 guys with a broken arm and not even batted an eye.
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-Eckhart Tolle
-If you try to destroy him to save them, they'll destroy you to save him-
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