Cerpin Taxt

I'd imagine there would certainly need to be a lacking/draining of mental resources in order to reach a physical state like the one I was in. But that again is another reason I want to try and do it again... the possibility of being able to harness even the slightest bit of that condition while still having my wits about me is incredibly intriguing.

A little redundant though, the entire 'Beserker' phenomenon can pretty much be slated into the category of psychosis... "He just wen't fucking psycho!"... but I really think there is more to it.

Being able to observe symptoms is much different then experiencing them and then being able to rationally observe them... It's like doctors looking at a severely mentally handicapped person and observing who they are... but do doctors ever really know?

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Step Back. Evaluate. Recognize.

"The mind is a superb instrument if used rightly. Used wrongly, however, it becomes very destructive. To put it more accurately, it is not so much that you use your mind wrongly—you usually don't use it at all. It uses you."
-Eckhart Tolle

-If you try to destroy him to save them, they'll destroy you to save him-